Mr maxx...I know that its impossible for you to read this entry now and ever...i know...you left all of us without a word...you left all of us silently...its really devasting...
I regretted not knowing you earlier...
I regretted not treating you better...
I regretted not spending more time with you...
Words can descirbe my feeling now...its even lower than a grasshopper's knee...I will miss you now and always...
You are the one i look up to...
you are the one i respected...
you are the one who treats me really well...
you are the one i will miss
you are the one who is always there for me...
you are the one who stood with me when i'm down...
you are the one who make my day...
you are the one who i treat you as a friend instead of a teacher...
you are the one who never fail to make my day...
you are the one who starts a new chapter in my life...
you are the one who enter my life and left you footprints...
you are the one i will remember now and always...
Some says that this to help you break free from all your sufferings...i totally agree with that...it will be too selfish of us to make you suffer in silence and get on with life cause we want you to be there for us...i admit...i depend on you most of the time whenever i need help...you are the one i fear of losing...i shed tears for you...but...its all genuine tears...i'm being selfish if i blame you for leaving us...i really miss you...i really do...but...i cant turn back time can i? I hope i can...

magically in love